Today was a bummer day. It was just one of those days you want to forget. Softball went pretty bad, and it was especially frustrating because I feel I have some decent talent at the sport, but I haven't played well for Platinum all season. I haven't batted or fielded that well at all. Conversely, at our ward softball games - I actually played quite well. So, it isn't even that I just think I'm better then I'm actually playing - I'm just really not playing to my potential with Platinum. Similarly at bridge tonight, I had crappy cards all night, then when I have a couple good rounds of cards at the end - nothing goes right with distribution or with how the cards fall. It might seem petty to most, but it REALLY bugs me everytime I don't personally do well. It isn't about winning or losing with me (many would say i'm not a good loser and all I care about is winning) but it is honestly all about how I perform. I know, despite everything I personally do, that I will lose. But, what grinds on me is when I just don't perform!

Okay, enough of the sob story. Time for bed. I'll try to remember to post more often through the day...........

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